As I Pray Until Something Happens, I exclaim in fear cuz something is Happening.
O God I scream, please take this away from me, cuz the pain and the burden of my problems is killing me
I try to move on and find the joy in the long run, but reality sets in as my destiny..
Whats best for me?
Yeah I wanna remain in his will, I gotta go in for the kill, knock the devil out, n let him know there is no deal
No my life isnt for sale, and my soul wont be resting in hell
Paradise is where Ill eventually be
As I live here on Earth, I remember since my day of birth
Life has never come to me easy
I kick.. and I PUSH
I scream... and I PUSH
I cry.. then I PUSH
I fall.... I gotta PUSH
O God can You hear me? Are you really truly listening, or have I just been to busy to hear you talking to me
Awww man did I miss my cue, God says "baby I been talking to you.. let me tell you once again what it is I need from you"
OK Father Im listening, my forehead is glistening, sweating and worrying cuz Im tired of the blues
Lord, I wanna give of myself, I know for me there is no one else
Who will love me unconditionally like You do
I sigh, and I take a breath, I move up one good step, then after a while I fall back 3
C'mon now fam, this isnt who I am, I keep fighting just to be able to breathe
My chest rises and falls, Im giving my all
Lord please dont take life away from me
My breathing becomes slow, I cry out "here we go" now Im clinging on to life's memories
I just wanna be happy, but then something must be happening, so peace n joy is what I daily seek
Everyday its a struggle
I feel like Im living a double.. life can be just too much for me
Although my heart beats like a racket, and I feel like just snappin
I know I gotta stop and keep Praying Until Something Happens
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